my fear

oops. now i wonder why i suddenly pop on facebook and writing all this crap that no one is gonna read.but may be 'coz I got up today n found myself lonely. may i m fed up of being cold n rude. or may be 'coz this thing lets me do what i love to do:WRITE. why suddenly I'm not afraid of revealing myself, may be coz I don't want 2. this facebook thing lets me write how i feel n lets me express it to others.thnx Mark. i m sitting here, alone(n i want to) yet in a way connected 2 all of you. just wondering it had been two years when i entered this room n staying here. i'm growing old, may be maturing, or staling. feels like in next few hours years would pass, n i would find myself standing there where I started: alone, lost, clueless, screwed. yes i fear. but doesn't everyone - everyone who is out there in the world - has the same fear, sweetheart? the fear of dying where You were born!